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I wish you could understand.
The fear and pain I feel.
Just when I think I am better and can deal with life, I can’t.
Things have changed so quickly in our lives.
I know you had to take this job for the money.
I feel so bad that I can’t help.
I have tried to adjust and not think about being alone at night.
I was doing fine until we fought.
I have been medicating myself for days.
I understand now that I should not have told you.
There are not many times when I have seen you break down.
You left early tonight because you were so upset.
I feel so bad and wish you had of stayed.
I keep hoping the phone will ring, but it is silent.
I wish I knew what you were doing and thinking.
I feel like this is my entire fault.
Now all I can do is sit here alone and cry.
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