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A Happy Face - 04/14/2007
Everyone around me, thinks I'm so happy and gay
Little do they know, inside I silently cry, to the point at times, I feel I could die
If people really knew, I'm sure they wouldn't know what to say
In reality, see, I am living a lie.
Behind this face, I long for my children
But, I hope they are in a better place
No one knows, most of my time is sent in sadness's den
So, I always wear the facade of a happy face.
Six babies, were taken from me, over time long ago
They say time makes it easier, but believe me, this is definitely not so
Acceptance is easier, but along that road, well it was one that was hard to hoe
Behind that happy face, is someone so sad and low.
But I try to smile, because I don't people to pity me
At times, it still hurts so very bad
Oh at times, from death all around me, I wish I could flee
Behind this happy face, people cannot see that I am happy.
This happy face fools a lot of people
Everyone thinking, my life is so good
One filled with happiness, but sadly how wrong are the people
The have no idea how man times, I have been visited by the grim reaper in his black hood.
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