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Re:A Happy Face - 04/23/2007 We are all characters of this greater scheme. I sometimes wander if there isn't a giant ant standing over me pointing a great magnifying glass over my head, and then asking...simply, what if. What if is easy. I will always do the next right thing for me. That has meant many things to me in this life. It has meant loss, laughter, tears, regret, and most important history. My history. Something that says I am here, and for today that has to be enough. Your loss has now been shared and maybe in ways you did not realize. Your loss has become immortal for now someone will always remember and know that there was you and there was your loss, and today i hope it is enough for you, because tommorow may hold a whole new nothing. to have the gift of creation six times in one life, what an adventure. How rich are you today for simply the knowing..The knowing of six beautiful lives that passed through these swaggering winds of time. To own an understanding of someone so completely..how great are thee. For on this day you are made a Queen. A voyager through out this challenge, will You survive..Not physically, that is a given, though will you take every moment with you, will you remeber every tear, every grace that your suffering has imposed on you. Will you?
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A Happy Face - 04/14/2007 Everyone around me, thinks I'm so happy and gay
Little do they know, inside I silently cry, to the point at times, I feel I could die
If people really knew, I'm sure they wouldn't know what to say
In reality, see, I am living a lie.

Behind this face, I long for my children
But, I hope they are in a better place
No one knows, most of my time is sent in sadness's den
So, I always wear the facade of a happy face.

Six babies, were taken from me, over time long ago
They say time makes it easier, but believe me, this is definitely not so
Acceptance is easier, but along that road, well it was one that was hard to hoe
Behind that happy face, is someone so sad and low.

But I try to smile, because I don't people to pity me
At times, it still hurts so very bad
Oh at times, from death all around me, I wish I could flee
Behind this happy face, people cannot see that I am happy.

This happy face fools a lot of people
Everyone thinking, my life is so good
One filled with happiness, but sadly how wrong are the people
The have no idea how man times, I have been visited by the grim reaper in his black hood.
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